Annyeonghaseyo

Hey guys, I'm done with my oral and it was a disaster despite the high marks. Fuhhh, I was actually planning to do something else but other things came out of my mind and I just did it. Lately, I'm feeling down as I just came back from netball competition. I'm feeling down and tears just bursts out. I'm not confident with myself. Just remember the words said by my father making me crying. Wht the....? I have to catch up all the subject killers. And Physics. I don't know what to do with Physics. Sometimes, I wanna give up learning it. Can't you feel it? Although I missed Addmaths lesson too but I still have the hearts to learn it. But Physics.......... Ya Allah, help me and please ease my life.

Midyear exam is just around the corner. I never feel this way before. Before this, I have the time to study by myself. But today I just dont know how to control myself. Sometimes, I feel like I have lost my soul. Tbh, I don't have time to study. I don't know what else to do. I'm just crying all night long and it can help to reduce my stress actually.

Ya Allah, please ease my life and help me ...