Annyeonghaseyo

World is so cruel. right? Since yesterday I have been stalking this one blog. Her writing touched my heart. I never let my tears falling without reason but it was just. I still can recall words she wrote. Yes, it was really heartbreaking. Depression and all feeling kinda mixed up. Indeed, yesterday was very well spent. Hanging out with long time no see friends. But as I reading her words, I was thinking "what has happened to her?" I'm so curious to know her closer. I'm like so this what the world looks like. Really. Reading taught me how to handle the weight of the world.

I have no points to talk about because I'm stuck with myself. Stuck with the exam that I really hope that it will never happened. But it will. I don't like this kind of life. Thus, I try to enjoy every second of my life. Enjoy what's happening around me. Enjoy the little things. I can't put this blame on others. Because this is the life that I chose to live in. Life as a boarding school student. Far away from their lovely parents. Being out of their comfort zone. I'm just hoping that I will realize there's a light even you're in the dark.




School's gonna start so soon. Nothing. Sigh. Lifeless. Heartless. It's gonna be as busy as bee. Yeah, I have four subject that break my heart into pieces. Phy(sick). As it is, it makes me sick. From my first lesson, I knew that physic and I never get along. I'm just praying. I'd rather learn biology than physic. It's fun to learn things about our body. Sometimes, I lost my sense. Too lazy to even hold the books.
The one and only things that reacts with me, Chemistry. It's very difficult to understand and sometimes I need to take a deep breath and then continue with the lesson. Indeed, it's going to be harder and harder. I'm so proud to say that I'm bad at Modern Mathematics.

I have my own dream. I have my own ways to achieve my dream. But sometimes, I need someone to guide me. It can be anyone. It can hurt my fragile heart. Whenever that happens, I will be more spiritful and rise. Get inspiration and let me shine. Let the world be as it is.