Well holiday is gonna end sooner or later but I'm still stuck with my own self. You know how it feels? It feels like I should commit suicide instantly. Honestly, I can't think of myself. It's like I own nothing. It's like I can't do nothing about myself. It's like I didn't think what's gonna happen next year. It's like I'm taking things for granted. Really. I never thought that I would be this worse. I mean it is a serious deal.
I stopped my tuition. I don't think I can go everyday. /sigh/ I wake up 10 o'clock every single day. It's not a good habit really but nothing I can do. And I will ended up in front of the tv until evening and continue my k-drama marathon until I fall asleep. What a pathetic life, right? It's like I was done with SPM and got nothing to do. Oh you have to wake up dear. Really. You're going for a serious and huge thing next year. Please~~~
Just come back to your senses. Get yourself together.

