Awkward. Spelt it wrong for the first time ever. Honestly I felt everything when I was in school last month. Every feelings. Pain. Nervous. Love. Breakdown. Anything was really painful since the beginning of the year and it is getting more difficult that I think I can handle. But I will always think positively and realise that I have people who love me beside me who will stay forever with me
School is just one thing that disrupts my mind right now but there's much more than that. I love being at home. I really do. Time flies so fast and I just finished my TOV Exam and it was a disaster. Really no kidding. I myself cannot stand the fact that my result is getting worse day by day. And I've got to do something because I will sit for my SPM this November. How I will survive in this situation?
I don't have the answer but I will get the answers for sure.There's a lot of things I keep thinking nowadays and sometimes it distracted me not in a good way. I'm more thoughtful about others. Nah, I'm feeling awkward writing in English
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Sekolah sangat busy. Fivers khususnya memang takde masa langsung untuk diri sendiri. Even tengah mandi pun still pikir apa nak buat lepas ni, kerja rumah apa yang ada haritu. Honestly, hidup sepanjang bulan Januari memang semput nafas dibuatnya. Kau takkan boleh tidur selagi tak pukul 2 pagi. It was really suck. I don't think I can write in this situation. I need a long nice rest bfr gettting up to face the world again

