Annyeonghaseyo
It may seem like I'm enjoying my holiday so much. Hahah I am. I really am. And the journey to the my mom's hometown really made my day. Nothing special act but just enjoying the fresh breeze in the village keeps me alive. Tomorrow I will be going back to school. Indeed, mixed feelings. With unfinished homework. Tons of homework.
I had a really long conversation with my 'bae' s friend. My little qtpie Anis. Ahaha as usual she talked a lot and she said she had never talk that much at school. Such a liar okay. There was nothing much to talk about this. I told her everything happened in school, in my life since the beginning of the year yet she still laughed so hard
Thanks dear for being my radio and pillow maybe ?
SPM in approximately 7 months and 15 days. Just to think about it makes me feeling so overwhelming with nervousness. I'm always pray that I will study istiqamah. But yeah heart keeps changing. Sometimes, I'm out of my mind and very lazy dude. Not a long time I'm sure to keep myself together and always have faith in Allah. Whatever I do to get what I want, but if Allah not willing to, never gonna happen, right. That's how much Allah love us. He knows what is good for us and sometimes we may seem that thing like "okay, it's good for me" but actually it's not. Jigeum, I'm thinking to go all out and strive the success with my own capability and confidence. May Allah bless all you that have helped me up to this level.
I'm going back to school tomorrow with new spirit maybe ? Maybe. I have the passion to get straight A plus in SPM but sometimes my body does not. Pray for my success.
There's no way you can achieve something big without sacrificing big things
