Annyeonghaseyo
So this is very awkward for me. It's been a long holiday i guess but somehow I still don't finished my homework. Idk what to write because obviously I have lost my mind with these tons of numbers. Exactly, this project work ruins my life. I'm so relieved right now as I get through the most complicated moment in m entire life - 17 years. Dealing with that things that somehow I feel like finally I've got to just let go of things. Fortunaatel, I'm feeling more free right now. I'm not going to let that things disrupts my focus in my life. Well, thank you for understanding me and just so you know that it takes time to really recover so don't show our face in front of me so then i will not curse. It's not like I'm hating you but actually i hate myself for letting myself to be part of this childish, immature, useless things. Really, where have my brain gone?
I already made up with my BFF FOR LIFE, little qtpie anis sayang, luckily, she forgave me LOL or else I will be crying in front of the laptop like a lady who have lost her baby. Really, she's my soul, half part of me that I can't life without. I am in love with her cuteness. Overloaded cuteness. Baby, I'm sorry okay. I love you and miss you like hell yeah. In fact, I miss everyone - ainnur, amine, anis, arwah azim, arwah piqin, ikhwan, bidu, mirul, sohok, luqman especially harhar, bina, iqah, far, ecah, all my playmates during my childhood and not forgetting all my 38 beautiful bitches. Peace yaww !!
I seldom talk about my friends in SESMA. Why? Wae? Idk i just don't feel like to talk about them that ]much even though I spend almost all my hours with them. All day. All night. It just - it's not that much yet to talk about- i guess
I have this feeling inside me which is really irritates people around me. I don't like my batchmates to know with whom I befriend, I mean outside of the school, because I can. No lah because I thought it's my private life so they shouldn't be bothered about it. Simple, right? I was laughing so hard like I couldn't believe my own eyes. Does it really a question? Nah, it was very - I almost exploded in my own volcano. What right you have to ask me that question, babe? You were just making it worse that I feel like I cannot go on with this and it was the end of the story. Next thing, I'm just hoping that my beautiful batchmates will never pair us together. It's already end guys. I don't need that in m life. I come to SESMA to gain knowledge not] to be paired up with someone who has commons with me accidentally. That's really hurt me just so you know. I don't like and how much I want to express m feelings here. Between us, there's nothing that you guys can say that we should be pair. Go to hell please okay. Or should I bury myself 6 feet underneath
I've written so much because I have so many things which I keep in my heart and now it's time to express how I feels.
I seldom talk about my friends in SESMA. Why? Wae? Idk i just don't feel like to talk about them that ]much even though I spend almost all my hours with them. All day. All night. It just - it's not that much yet to talk about- i guess
I have this feeling inside me which is really irritates people around me. I don't like my batchmates to know with whom I befriend, I mean outside of the school, because I can. No lah because I thought it's my private life so they shouldn't be bothered about it. Simple, right? I was laughing so hard like I couldn't believe my own eyes. Does it really a question? Nah, it was very - I almost exploded in my own volcano. What right you have to ask me that question, babe? You were just making it worse that I feel like I cannot go on with this and it was the end of the story. Next thing, I'm just hoping that my beautiful batchmates will never pair us together. It's already end guys. I don't need that in m life. I come to SESMA to gain knowledge not] to be paired up with someone who has commons with me accidentally. That's really hurt me just so you know. I don't like and how much I want to express m feelings here. Between us, there's nothing that you guys can say that we should be pair. Go to hell please okay. Or should I bury myself 6 feet underneath
I've written so much because I have so many things which I keep in my heart and now it's time to express how I feels.
I have so many things inside my big heart that people don't know and I'm not hoping that they will realize that because I know I means nothing to them.
