Being home duing Ramadhan is the best feeling ever. All my craving are fulfilled. Alhamdulillah. Sadly to say that SPM is in 4 months. Holy yeah, I'm not ready but I'll have to face it by hook or by crook. Whatever it takes for me to give all out during SPM, I will do for sure. Nah, the midyear result has been out so I'm quite satisfied but honestly, I know I can do better than that but anyway, Alhamdulillah, eventho I still do not achieve what the ultimate result but it is on the right track except my Addmaths and Bio which are getting annoyed day by day. Honestly, Addmaths. Yeah, I was pretty disappointed with my Addmaths bcs I don't know how to fix it. I really dont know how.

And the life during Ramadhan at the school was quite okay I think. Everything was just fine and with the packed schedule, I probably dont have much time to do or think of anything else except my study, my books, my Addmaths and the fact that now I am a Physics mentor. I'm screwed up. Nay, this is not true. Idk how this can happen to me. Really, this is driving me crazy.

After the midterm holidays, i was facing the biggest trouble in my life that I almost went out of my mind but fortunately, I could bear it for 2 weeks before exploded. AHAHAHAHA and now I'm at peace again


I left all my life and set my mind straight. To do what I need to do now. To do what I should do now. To do what I suppose to do now. I'm a fighter.

Honestly, a lot of things happen at the same time. Sometimes, it doensnt have to happen but it's a fate that I have to go through. SPM is waiting for me at the end of this year. I should be speeding up in everything I ' m doing now. I should be 200% focus in the class and 2500% more hardworking. Because success doesnt come easily. It comes with effort. A lot of effort. And with prayers and tawakal in the end. I'm now at the critical stage where I have to really push myself