Annyeonghaseyo

Pfftt // It's hard not to sigh when I'm living my life like pfft heave a sigh again and again and over and over. Just look at me, how pathetic my life is. Ahahaha at the end of the day, there will be something sweet behind those bitterness. Idk what I'm in to because SPM is getting nearer just in a blink of an eye and I couldn't breathe properly just thinking about it yet I'm still with my bad attitude, laziness overpower myself. MIANHAE

It' was very shocked lol. How could I didn't know. Helllaa fortunately, my parents acted immediately and things seems to run as normal as usual life. Just having difficulities in some of the the things but he manages himself well.

My mind cannot digest this holy fact which is SPM IS IN 106 DAYS AND TRIAL SBP IS IN 22 DAYS OMG YASSS ///I'm so done with all these mess honestly, everytime when exam is coming, my laziness comes to accompany. Yes, bless you for the whole of my life. I'm so lazy to open the books, not to said how lazy I am to read all those science thingy. Weepss, I have chosen the path of my life and now I'm questioning the whys.  #SyukurSelalu. Hehehehe. Peace y'all

Now, I'm rotting with all BK's and having an arguments with half side of me -bad side of me who is always letting me down, asking me to waste all the precious time with doing nothing. Bless you too. Idk how I manage to be shortlisted as the cream of the cream of the school. I know I dont deserved such thing. But deeply inside, I want it so badly jsut I have fear inside me which tells me that I might bot be able to achieve it. But positive thinking wins almost everytime. Yess, I've got these. I can do it. Malaysia boleh, why can't I ? LEWLSSS ////\\\\\

This year raya, hmmm to be honest, it's quite plain. Yass, Idk why but it's the truth. It may be because I've lost 2 good friends of mine last year and this year too, so they take away my raya's feeling I guess. AL - FATIHAH TO AHMAD RAFIQIN BIN AZMAN AND MUHAMMAD AZIM BIN BAHARIN.

They were with us last year celebration but not this year. It's okay. I'm okay. I'm accepting it. Raya(?) Not feeling at all, because of SPM maybe. Yes, probably. Celebration at school would also feel soul -less because my girls wouldnt be there. Sigh// nevermind, celebrate as we are right.

Dragging my soul to the reality. Not long. Just bear with it for 3 months. And you'll be fine. Success must come with efforts, hardwork and big sacrification.