Annyeonghaseyo

You have no ideas how's my life till now ? Right now, I'm so sick, so sick of people. People who put high hopes on me, counting on me, telling me "chill bro" "lek ah". I know they're trying to ease me but sometimes it disturbs me like hell. I'm telling you here. I'm so sick, so sick of that kind of people. I'm a human. Why do you have to put high hopes on me while I'm here still struggling to live every single day. I know your pure intention just to make me feel better but I'm not okay. So better leave me alone, right? I'm very frustrated. I don't show it. You make me sick.

You know what I did after that? I was reading. I was trying to hold back my tears. Cause I have cried so so much before while trying to make up my messy mind. I was reading random materials so that I would forget what did you ask me before or what did you tell me before. I might start reading SPM references books so soon if this still continues disturbing my heart and my mind.

Still, I need to do something to ease my heart at that moment so I downloaded a few inspirational quotes from weheartit.com. See? How weak am I? How helpless am I? I can't even inspire myself. I can't even get over this simple things easily. The burden is killing me. I can't stand it anymore.

 The 'inspirational quotes' that I downloaded just now