Hey all.  It has been so so long since the last post.  This is where I feel like I am free to tell everything.  Just how much I'm missing writing here. Life has getting tougher day by day but I'm growing stronger and stronger too.  Don't ya worry.  I'm still doing okay. Even yeah I'm suck at every quizzes and tests. It's not about how you achieve the success but what matter is how you get up from your failure and keep that good momentum.  That's make everything you're doing now more meaningful. 

And when you know you're lost somewhere somehow,  you're lucky because you know you are.  Therefore,  you need to turn back to right path. I mean find your own strength and use that to motivate yourself.  Right now it's just between you and yourself.  No one is here for you because basically everyone is trying to get through these obstacles too. 
Don't try to compare yourself with others.  You may but it just gonna make things worse.  It depends on the person too.  If you're the person that will immediately feel hopeless looking at how others can be more successful or more intelligent or doing better in studies compared to you,  you better stop comparing yourself.  It do nothing good to you.  But if you're the person who will feel more motivated by seeing other's success,  you sure you'll be okay. 

Now go and find out why you are where you are now.  Best of luck y'all!