
Annyeonghaseyo
There are so many great things actually happen this year but still struggling at its best. Those ups and downs just keep me going strong until today. (hashtag life is hard) Nevertheless I think I survive 2017. I finished my foundation successfully in March/April (I guess) Foundation studies is so much fun. serious talk. All the efforts is paid off eventually. With the result from my foundation studies, I secured a place in UiTM in medical course. Frankly speaking, not what I thought I would be doing today. But at the same time, I can't imagine myself doing other courses besides medical. Yes, I've put my heart and soul into this. This is all I know I want to do and I know I have to give it my best.
Entering medical school in September and almost 4 months now, I slowly adapt to the lifestyle. I mean the term "lifeless" is so familiar when you are a medical student. I swear to God, it was so hard at first. I freaked out how I'm gonna to continue 5 more years. The thought of giving up never across my mind though how hard it is. I am like "whatever it is, you're doing this right now. You start this and you shall finish it"
I remember how happy my parents were when they knew I got into medical school. Honestly, they were more excited than me. My mom actually the one who checked the UPU result for me. That day, when the result came out, I literally felt like "this is it, for once you've made your parents proud shiqin" My father curled up a big smile to me, that was the time I felt so tsk tsk brb sobbing. My heart was crying for good reasons. I've made my father, especially so proud (he was smiling all day, believe me) This is his dream to see his daughter become a doctor and I myself wasn't sure if this was the best but, I'm here. I'm here because of their endless support and doa. How someone can truly believe in others when she/he cant even have faith in themselves? I think 2017 is the year I've became much stronger than before. I love myself more. At the end of the day, we only have ourselves, right?

And also this year, I celebrated my 19th birthday! To more fun days with me and myself. (hashtag loner life) If someone ask me how does it feel to finally hit 19, you know last teen. Gurl, I'm living the 19-year-old life. Get into a medical school at the age of 19, that's a big achievement. My 14-year-old wouldn't believe this. Recently, people around me is freaking out that they will leave the title " teen" and I'm here I can't relate though. I have a whole year to enjoy my last teen.
Lets recap 2017

















2017,
You have been so nice to me. Hope the memories will stay in my heart and to all the people who have made my year amazing, I wanna thank you bunch of lovelies. You rock my 2017.



